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So I just got back from my vacation at my Country Grandma's house. It was from September 20th-26th + an extra day. I was able to get my Feebee puppet, and my copy of "Please Don't Feed The Vampire," Give Yourself Goosebumps book by R.L. Stine, before that though. So Confession, I completely forgot that the Management has done what I like to call "Mario64'd Up," the place in the receiving Storage closet, by putting a gate-fence door over the entrance and a lock. This is a problem, because I have Asperger's and any situation requiring me to have to speak to ppl for things I need, makes me panic. It doesn't help that the management at Kroger always treat us .like nothing compared to them... Last night my Facebook Account got Restricted all cuz I was speaking against this awful acts my friend shared when making a beware on this psycho who thought it was funny to make jokes about molesting his cat, getting it taxidermied, then getting the head off the body to put on a buttplug. I don't
What do you guys think?
For the record I have come to terms with knowing I was an unplanned child. Accidents happen. So for those who feel like they have to say otherwise should know, they don't have to do that to make me feel better. I am ok with the fact I was not planned. Is it sad? Hell yea. Did I blame myself for mom having difficulties adjusting to this new sudden lifestyle? Absolutely. Just know you don't need to make me feel better because of this. I simply laugh at myself as a coping mechanism and that is perfectly fine. I am a basket case full of weirdness after all. I did some research, and it stated that aspergers is considered to be on the spectrum, so you don't have to cheer me up for being accidentally born. I just wish to say something. I apologize if I upset anyone about stating how I was an unplanned child. However, I have a reason for this. One is because I was born with a disadvantage and two was because I was told not to make the same mistake. I was not trying to steal from others, or
What do i do guys?
Since people seem to hate me for being Jeffy from SML on Facebook, Discord, and YouTube, should I just be Migi, from Parasyte -The Maxim-? or is it ok for me to still use Jeffy? i am fictionkin to both, but i just am sick of ppl getting mad at me for being Jeffy...
I must be honest here...
Okay, so I gotta be real with you guys. There has been something bothering me for these past few weeks lately, and I hope you guys don't take this out of proportion and think it is your faults... So here goes.... The thing is, I do have faith, and I do believe in God, the problem is, well it's me. I am so used to all the pain, and stuff I went through, that I practically became numb to it, to the point where i embrace it even. So much so, that i practically expect it to happen, and invite it with open arms... And well, because of this, and coupled with my constant self hatred, has led me to believe that I do not deserve God's mercy, or love. I have a few friends trying to remind me to not be so modest about all this, and i do appreciate the time and effort you have put into helping me overcome this, it's just, i may need more than that to really get over this... Also, to this day my "evil," twin that also resides in my body still haunts my mind to this day, and everyone knows you can't
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This was a pleasant surprise! Glad you like the icon 